i cry a lot

seems i do.
a lot.
it's not a depression cry.
it's a - i can't contain all i'm taking in - cry.

maybe it's my age, maybe it's i'm more real than i've ever been in my life. i think i'm more vulnerable, more accepting of whatever comes my way. i'm pretty sure i notice more than i ever have before. i don't know.

all i know is that several times a day, i'm touched beyond my what my heart can hold.. and it usually causes me to cry. mostly inside.

just now John T did it to me with this post.


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