it's hard to imagine it's your why unless it comes from with in you.
you can't not do it. there are no incentives involved.
otherwise. it's more likely your what and/or how. a why wanna be perhaps.
it doesn't really play out as a why.. till you own it. just you. to the core.
importance of self-assess, self-reflection, detox.
in whatever form, we need that ongoing self-directed feed back loop.